Darkness nipping at my heels.

Today and yesterday I've been fighting the dark side. Yesterday started out good until my oldest son wouldn't speak to me on my birthday. I could feel the spiral start. I kept telling myself that I can't control how other people act, I can only control how I react to them, but it didn't help all that much. Phil tried so hard to make my birthday special but until Jamey finally talked to me, I was near tears.
Today it's just been the normal stuff, I keep slamming the door on the thoughts that try to pry their way into my mind.