Several times a day, for no reason at all I feel like I'm going to start crying. It is so frustrating and makes me angry.
For two days my friend hurt my feelings and made me wonder why I try so hard to keep our friendship going. I complain that I don't have a lot of friends and I feel it is because of me, but I know I have done all I can possibly do to make this friendship work and now I'm at the point of giving up. This is not my shortcomings. For once I know that I have not done anything but my very best.
I kept telling myself she was worth it, but now I'm giving up. I'm pretty much giving up on everyone except Phil and Deborah and DJ. They are the only ones that give anything back emotionally. So I'm done. All my relationships except those three are so shallow and superficial and it's a waste of time.
I kept telling myself she was worth it, but now I'm giving up. I'm pretty much giving up on everyone except Phil and Deborah and DJ. They are the only ones that give anything back emotionally. So I'm done. All my relationships except those three are so shallow and superficial and it's a waste of time.
(((hugs)))
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I know this is months late but I hope everything worked out well. It is hard to let go of friendships that do nothing but drain us emotionally. My very best friend is a taker. When I leave her house or finish talking with her on the phone I feel literally tired, emotionally exhausted. I'm not sure that your would even call us friends anymore but I try to keep the bridge there in case she decides to stop thinking of herself as the center of everything O.o Hugs!
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